losing my head in five days

i can't take it anymore! not the studies, the people around me. if you don't get me, fine! then forget about it. i feel like a damn loser and i don't know why. i feel that i pick the wrong people. ahh! i don't do English campaigns! that's why I'm typing in English because of that campaign. i feel sorry for Joy and the other new students from 2nd-4th year. good luck on the integ Joy! LoL! anyway, i can't type now because they prohibited me from using the computer but who cares?! LoL.. i miss shi ann.. she's in HK right now. she's supposed to be back here today! and she's supposed to give me "pasalubong"! daya.. Gen on the other hand, is training. i feel really sorry for her, she wears salon pas on her to school. she should quit. well thats just it, i don't know what to say anymore.